Sometimes in life you get some heavy ups and downs. Recently i was really regretting a few stuff, like why i chose my current course [college] since its definitely not something im good at nor i specialize in. I was thinking of changing and going to something that fits me better. Then some subjects i trashed here and there going emo/depressed on shit, life really hit me hard and gave me some heavy downs and then it changed after i cleared my mind.
So the past week i was (like i said) down in the dumps, then my professor gave me a challenge, she said if i can impress the class with a product presentation and a convincing one and if i pass my final term exam, i can pass the subject. First sign of hope~ haha! with that i used up whatever creativity my mind has to think of something special. let's just see how it turns out during presentation day, im a good speaker and i know how to convince the class and shet i guess.. (i hope hah!)
Then the next was my pc broke down, after going home in a good mood i get home to find my pc not working. I was already feverish that time and i didnt know what to do already bec. my mind is in a blurr state. Although in a good mood i was still sick and dizzy from all the shet that happened that day. So i just slept it off and rested, i tried to worry about it the next day and its still shit. I couldnt fix the god damn thing...
With that i was already problematic since for one i dont have the funds at the moment to buy whatever spare pc part i need to get it done. Next our electricity got disconnected, the maid didnt inform me that our electric bill was already due and disconnection notice was already received. With that , still being feverish i had to rush to the bank -> withdraw money -> rush to Meralco [electric provider] pay the bills and rush for my next class! I had to xerox some documents before i go to the bank, i went to like 5 xerox machine shops/stores/wtf all had either no INK! I was thinking that fate was against me...
When i got to the bank i took a number and waited for my turn, then when i got to the counter the guy said "representative? please go to that counter to get your stub signed" me: ._. , i had to get the shit signed and take a number again! god damn it man and it was already nearing my class time. Well i got it over with and went on to my next class. After classes i got home to find out that electricity is still out and the lazy tards at Meralco didnt reconnect it ._. It was freaking warm night, blazing hot and i was still feverish..
The following day was bright but i didnt see my 'love' [haha?] for i think she stopped comming to that subject. Its sad, she was one of the reasons why i would wake up early and go to that class. Well moving on, so i chatted with my friend Nath [Gibberish in-game] he taught me how to fix my pc and gave me instructions on how to make it run again.
Lunch time we played dota, i was happy yesss! silencer beeches :3 At start i was laned against the best player in there (yes he's bettar than me durr) but i was able to out play him in our lane and out gank our enemies. Perfect timing for all silences caused his team to get pwnt. Well he wasnt using an imba carry hero but still heh. I have a vindicator lulz replay in HoN, i'll make a vid sometime. I only played one game, after that i ate and walked back to campus. Only to find there was no professors around due to some random meeting.
With that i decided to go home early so i walked with Nath to his place and rested there a bit (yea we walked from campus to his house lol). There i let him log in my chars and stuff since he really liked how npc's looked xD. So yea i let him take screenies and stoof heh! I decided to go home after resting and thinking the weather was nice i told myself "ah how about i just walk home to cool and clear my head". So yes i walked home, fixed the pc then took a shower. I was happy everything turned out good :)
All i can say is that, Life wont give you problems you cant handle. If you have a negative look on life it will just kill you more. I mean i started going regret spree and shit, look where it got me? yea i should just keep to my normal happy-go-lucky self.
yesterday was lulzworth, i was planning to just visit my friend's lan shop and it ended up to me going to some MTG tourney and watching them play and shiet for liek 5hours! LOL! [5 rounds was liek 1hr per round ._. including short breaks and releasing of pairings]
ah its all good, now i need to work on my report in Filipino and Marketing, wish me luck :3
with that i'll end my post ~ music related:
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