Random Ramblings and Theories

So last week was kinda like your normal thing people chatting wif this and that. I'll go and post some of the random shet here.

The one about: The talks after death

One day (cant remember the day when) they were talking about "When you die what happens" kinda thing. They say after you die you go and get re-incarnated and the other said you go to heaven / hell.

My thoughts on this?


Imo for me there is no heaven or hell, nor is reincarnation possible (being re-born in another body wif the same soul?). If that was possible then why wasnt God/Jesus re-incarnated all through out history? why did he just choose to be a judge after death when he could've saved man for all eternity? right?

He could've stopped hitler's rise for all we know lol. Second is heaven or hell, they say that there's life after death and that you get judged when you die. You go to a paradise or a place that is dark, grim and "hellish" where you'll experience suffering like no other. For me i think there aint such a place, if there was then good people should just go and be good and try to get in an accident (ofcourse not planned so it wont look like suicide) and get an express ticket to heaven, right?

So you guys would ask, "what about you then? what do you believe?" i believe that after you die there is nothing more. You dont get reborn, you dont go to another place but you just lay there. Its a grim thought but i always think when you die. It's game over, pool's closed. Death is an eternal nothingness, your mind dies, your body dies, nothing more. The "soul" is BS to me (sorry to those that dont agree).

That is why i say i am afraid and yet unafraid of death. Afraid to see that outcome , to go into nothingness... and yet unafriad since its a part of life and sooner or later we all get it anyway.

Like those pets that die, those files you perma delete, those plants that die and all other things. We turn to nothing more than food for the soil (except for the files lol).




The one about: The Business Convention trip turned to a political campaign

Ok so last friday we went to Batangas Lipa (yea my return to batangas wth haha) to go to this business convetion/summit/wtvr. To listen to some old guys tell us about business shit that we might need when we grow up.

So early morning got at school early since they said the ride leaves at 6am sharp. Boy was i retarded to go early, we left like 7:30am -.-

We were a small group of 6 (yes loL!) Me, Jeff, Imee, Napf, Precious, Ate Alex. (tho im older than her, its just she's in a highier year so i joke around calling her Ate lol, Ate means big-sis btw.) It was a 2hour trip to the destination, had to stop over a few bec. i needed to take a leak alot for i dunno what reason <.<

Upon reaching i was lol'd at the sceenery, a horde of what, 2k+ people in 1 Building (a gymnasium i think) without FUCKING AIR CONDITIONING LULZ! , imagine the heat gaiz. Anyway we were like the only College that had 6 students XD , yea its epic lol.

Anyway since i got bored of it and the heat was lulzy, me and jeff went out and left the girls. We went to a Lan Shop/Cyber cafe hehe. After playing / surfing / wtf in the lan shop, we went back since the speaker is already Chiz Escudero (a senator). So we got back, but since its so crowded we just stayed at the Gym door, since there's air there lol..

So we heard him talking about this that yadda yadda, the annoying/interesting part is during when the student asks questions...

Oh god seriously... First question was like

"who do you think should be the next president"

Me:....WTFH? THIS IS A FUCKING BUSINESS CONVENTION NOT POL-SCI YOU NUB.

so Chiz was like:

"well i wont mention names, but i'll say who dosent deserve to be one, *insert random mockery on presidential ads*"

-Since most ads are like "i can understand the mass, for i was poor aswell" , and yet they spend gagilionz of the country's money on their shit...

The nExt Question was:

"If you would be pres what can you do for the country?" (or something like that)

Chiz:

"blah blah blah *insert random sweet talking here and promises and saying he wont be corrupt and shit* "


Me: Talk is cheap, people are stupid, this is pointless...

Everyone is swayed by sweet words and empty promises. People always this and that and yet what do they do? GMA was like a sign of hope when Estrada was kicked, yet what happened?

Politics is stupid and is all about money and buying more cars for themselves and making their stomach larger.

I can freely say i have no respect for any politician, even those that are "good ones"

Unless i see a president that is really poor that lives under a normal house and has no wtf cars and lives like ordinary people and yet helps out and is a good leader. that is someone i can respect. Why? bec. that only proves he dosent eat up all (yes since people get paid or being a politician but then again he dosent get "extra") i can freely say that man is good (but ofcourse the intellectual shit should be good too :p)

oh and dont flame me political fan boys, sucking up to politicians wont give you bat shit.


So after that we went for lunch, seeing as the food was shit. We decided to find a fast food or something....Then we saw a McDonalds lol'd ordered a burger and fries no coke or other stuff i dun "pig-out" on fast foods @_@ not healthy lelz. The fries was a turn-down, to think i even bought a large one ._. it was fucking tasteless, NO FUCKING SALT WUT? -.- anyway precious gave me her ice cream sunday *yas! win* atleast i dipped some fries in tharr, gooodz :3. The burger? i didnt eat lelz, took it home hahaa.

There something about me and buying burger+fires really. The thing is i dont normally eat the burger and take it home, lol! yea no joke i just notice it everytime i buy em.

Anyway after eating in the van we i slept and they returned to the convention to listen to the speakers, me and jeff stayed in the van and just slept till they got back.

They got back along wif Dean and Sr. Aldrin, we went home and i slept throughout the trip @_@, i kinda woke up bumped into alexis lol, didnt know she was on my shoulder ~_~ lol. Yas its epic win :3 anyway she didnt woke up so i just slept again XD

so then i got home and slept like a tard @_@


The One about: what happened throughout the week


Erm hmmm.. Tuesday, not much just was lulz i slept during accounting class and was snoring epicly loud XD, good thing Mrs. Ong didnt mind since they were just discussing the answers in the tests.

So far my prelim grades are all a-ok :3 Passed Algebra and Accounting (only ones i saw anyway) , Filipino i dunno what my grade is, Tuesday we didnt do anything in tharr. Sir Red wasnt around so we went home early (yayz :D)

Wednesday, hmm nothing too just took some random test in psych and did my report about autisim. In theo we didnt do much , bro jonel just discussed about the kings and stuff.

Thurs.. Nothing too algebra was lame as always, Filipino did nothing but photoshoot for the play thing. Had a class on accounting about merchendising (its journal entry names and such). Checked papers on comp prog 101, an was dismissed early aswell.

Friday, Epic busniess convention trip thing...

Today, got PE did the written exam. I thought i wont be able to answer it but suprisingly it was "chicken feet" XD lawlz... Did the dance shit gymnastic thing for the practical test @_@ and it was....fucked up, good thing still got passing grade for it. Now i only need 25points correct in my written exam to pass haha!


That is all for nao, oh and one of my friends in GE is celebrating her birthday so, happy birthday to Emmylia Darmadi aka Inanna/Alfender || Filamented Fern

Going Back

I was out for a few weeks since my dad came home and got really busy here so cant really say much but there were a few interesting stuff that has happened.

July 28, 2009 - Tuesday

For one is the production of the "Live" Arsene Raid that included me as a participant. So with that i was able to meet a few peeps i know ingame IRL!

How my journey started:

Woke up about 9am, fixed my shet and packed what i needed (not like i needed anything aside from my Cp/Wallet/Jacket. w/c i put in my bag since i dun like carrying shet in my pockets lol) I left home at 12pm and rode a bus to Makati - Ayala. the bus left like near 1pm -.- (yea it was waiting at the station for 1hour lol).

It was really traffic so i took my time from getting there ~_~ , I got out of the bus in Ayala drop point at around 3pm and i went to petron since i had to ask for directions on where is the Rcbc building. After a few sms messages wif mudra (a.k.a. "mommy" pressy lol) i was able to get to RCBC Building [Buendia] and after getting out of the Taxi i met the illusive pie man! IRL for the first time haha! Was funny since he is as crazy as in-game as IRL XD

We went up inside the RCBC Building and met up with Mudra and Jeff (ign: EldeonRose). We stayed at this restaurant and waited for Chard (forum: Reimaru / ign: Blacksword). After getting there we finished up our meal (well they) and went to the e-games office (YES LOL! e-games office :3) to get a few posters and crap so we can "decorate" i-hooked wif GE-Epicness while we film Lol'd

We got down to the first floor and we waited for Sherwin (from my info its his real name tho i never called him that XD) [ign: Ripclaw]. Yea it was cool meeting Rip in person, finally haha. He's a nice dude and as they define him "adult version maki" lolz. Ah well Rip is cool for his age :p

After the introductions and such we marched on to i-hooked, yes pie is crazy. He was marching like a lunatic through the streets and we did the Gundam G thing! LOL "THE SCHOOL OF THE UNDEFEATED OF THE EAST!" - "THE WINDS OF THE KINGS!" - "ZENSHIN" - "KEIRETSU" - "TENPAKEIRON" - "LOOK! THE EAST" - "ITS BURNING RED!" << yea was lulz as hell as we were walking.

We arrived at i-hooked and saw Desmond playing already! haha. Oh! and Rip bought us drinks (haha thanks tatay! lol) meh wanna say thansk fer teh Sarsi in can :3. After setting up and "gearing" up we got ready for the epic raid, one extra member was with us though he wasnt there personally. Too bad for you jUnatan lol (Vispades) bec. j00 ish in baguio nub lulz!

After finishing the arsene raid (where in rip just tear through the bosses like a hot knife through butter lol). We had a nice interview, i got interviewed on "how to did you play as a tank" since i was one of the 2 tankers during the raid :) . Interviews finished and stuff taken care off it was time for a group picture :D , this one im glad i was able to get hehe.

Ripclaw - Llavore - Blacksword - EldeonRose - Desmond - LaRenouille


Random Retarded white-chat anne took a pic of lol


We finished up and we went back to the e-games office to return the stuff we used (posters and shat) , while some parted ways with us (Jeff and Pie). Also i was able to see the inside of the office (yea like the whole inside) since we went out through the back door haha. Saw some cool stands of chars. I wish i could've took home the Ele or the Wiz lulz! Too bad i didnt see GM Boss and Gm Persona lol'd

Aug 1 2009, 9:04 AM

Lol was epic , this time i have 2 "Meisters" in the LaRenouille Family! , The promotion of the cold and yet fiery combat buffer, the one named after one of the most epic guitarists i know "Sugizo"


Another record forever engraved into the LaRenouille / Straightener Family the 2nd master of the Fam


Now All that's Left is for Lime and Andy to catch up to their brothers. The same goes for the new adopted girl of the family, Saber. Who inherited the will of a certain someone, She will take up the blade and the wings to represent the master she has served before in a new "style" ^^,


Aug 2 2009 , Sunday

Got home early enough to atleast taste some action at colony war! , lol~

Well from the info i gathered i hear CDL broke Bona and FJ as planned but sadly Emn and Symbol warred us so both were lost. Then again our FL was happy we were even able to get colonies (yea i know since its open - free for all to break thing) But still eh was happy we did get even for a few mins :)

As for me? It was just a skirmish already when i got home, but that didnt stop me from going to random places and REDRUM! Myself or others in the process...

Click the imgaaes for a larger view






It ended with similar resulats as last time's CW since last month. Only ones added are ExTrinty and Myriad.

Aug 3 2009 (yesterday monday)



Damn cant believe really, i mean seriously! who would believe! i got like stunned for xxxx seconds lolz! Well remember i tried applying for Community Crew in sGE forum? well whattya noe! I got frikken Accepted beeches! XD





Ah well as a CC i'll do my best in all those shet that need helping with and with people needing the help. Oh! and i changed my avatar to an awsm pedobearz luz!

Just training my muskie now so nothing much. Till then :)

What's Been happening lately?

So i went left4dead on my blog xD haha , so what's been happening lately?

Just to continue that last post:

Life:
||July 14-17 ||
Tuesday-Thursday: was kinda like any other days tho D: and was boring lulz but the win part is the afterclass thing :3, i get to walk someone home for the whole 4 days. One of the days it was raining hard and lol 1 pair under one umbrella haha. You getz wot i mean mah negga? :3

Even tho i got home one time real soaking wet. I wuz really happeh liek hell lawl! oh nom nom :)

Friday CWOTS (Nstp) , we went on with the feeding program , etc ,etc. Ok so it wasnt that grand. It was nice to see happy looks on those little fuggers faces lol. All in all we had a great time with it, also since it was near my house i was able to just walk home :3

July 18: Went to the PH community gathering (GE-related) and man was it an epic trip! I met alot of good people and i learned how to travel to that place xD (go to)

I rode Bus from Alabang to Cubao Farmers, was kinda a long trip about 1 hour or so i guess. Then i arrived at Farmers i was kinda 'sotong' (blurr lol) since im at a loss haha. I had to ask around where is "Gateway" since Presea told me to ride the LrtII inside gateway mall.

Upon arriving there got my "card" to enter the place and rode the lrt. Was nice ya and kinda fast, i was in Anonas in no more than 5mins or so. After that i went down the station and met Richard (Reimaru/Blacksword) and Anne (Presea/DeSanggria). We got to "Phooze" cafe and i met Desmond (Desmond/Panfilicious) and Chii (Miyu/Patronum), also "GM Boss" (a.k.a Nico, a.k.a. Stiles lol). Hmm also GM Persona (i think his name was alex) and Nate, Santoss, Eldeonrose, Fiksdotter (tho i dun think i introduced myself to fiks haha). Oh! and Welling! hahaha he was cool dude, taught me a few stuff and this that. Man he's one kewl duud haha, as they call him the "G.O.A.T." lulz

So we had the pvp tourney, with a twist @_@. Its a team of 2 with 1 account, one guy controls the mouse and the other controls the keyboard. Me and desmond teamed up, our first was a wiz-ele-scout lineup (btw we cant talk during the battle), we wont our first battle! hellz yas. Was against a similar team with wiz-ele-scout. We had good synergy (i think :O) but sadly we lost on the next battle bec. we decided to use a fighter D: (ungh me and my big mouth. I thought a sword x shield fighter would pwn D: i guess i was too used to siddy's Queensword ._.)

oh well we still got 3rd place price anyway, got 30abs searches! Fug yea! Next up were the trivias, guess the pose and who's that monster. i got a few abs in em too. I went home with about 100pcs abs in my adelina search xD was nice yar. Also was able to play in an i-cafe foooo freeeeee. hehe

then after that we all ate in jolibee lulz and had dinner wif alot of lulz o.o , oh not to mention the epic death note. Also teh gey pics of certain people who i'll censor zee names for erm i dunno wat reason! haha

So back to school life :o (21-24)

Tuesday: not much like the normal but i was more to myself i guess i didnt want the company that time. Since the peeps in school i mean well uh its like. They're my friends but i dont consider them as my "tropa" lol, they're just my friends in there but "meh" lol


Wed: i took the day off and just sparta'd through the day since i didnt have a net connection, was pissed real bad.

Thursday: Got home late, so ungh... and yet was happeh at the same time. The prelim exam on comp101 is a fucking brain fucker -.- . Seriously... i wanted to kill my professor. It was great since we had a report that someone in my school had A(H1N1) and bec. of DEP-ED law the school will be closed for 10 days for quarantine and cleaning. (same for the students, to be advised to stay at home so as not to spread the virus) Its win also since my dad just bought a new router! now he dosent have to take away my connection so he can check his mail. So yeah epic win for moi, also when i got home i found out im Corazon Del Leon Deputy Faction Leader. Oh yas~!

hur hur >:3

Friday: hmm whole day pc baby, yes im such a nerd/fag/wtvr lawlz XD

Saturday whole day + sunday morning-afternoon: my gawd we were in batangas D: , random dad is random. He just said "lets go to batangas" and so we stayed at one Hotel&Resort in batangas "matangad na kahoy" area. Was a nice place but im not into shet like that. Im more to just play pc at home or go to friend's place ._.

Im so opposite of how my fam thinks =o= , they're into family quality time and all that shat. Im more of the "oh imma go solo play shet or go outside for random lulz by myself" D: oh well no fam is perfect anyway im teh "mysterious link" hahahah! jokes.

So im just happy i got home now and typing this buttload of crap for some random guy to read.

About GE? hmm i can only remember a nice raid, since arsene and TA is like normal.

CDL's First Successful Garim attempt :) im so proud of joo guys :3
Picture 1 || Picture 2

Lastly, i was able to complete "Unlimited Ress Works" thanks to Sid (Sigeric) and Harry (Yanagiba) for helping me with the romina (Sid) and getting saggi (Harry) with that all for me to do is to train "Saber" to master (same for Scout and Rio) so i can have a master team of unlimited ress works



I am the flesh and bone of my cause
Iron is my body, and music is my heart.
I have survived countless battlefields Alive,
Without once retreating,
Nor once being understood.
Always alone, intoxicated with death on the hill of bodies.
Therefore, there is no meaning to that life.
Perhaps this cause is nothing but a failure itself.

Haha! nothing just random , here's the original version underneath:

" My body is made of swords.
Iron is my blood, and glass is my heart.
I have overcome countless battlefields undefeated,
Without once retreating,
Nor once being understood.
Always alone, intoxicated with victory on the hill of swords.
Therefore, there is no meaning to that life.
Perhaps this body is nothing but a sword itself."

oh wellz i haz too much tiem nao H1n1 scare is made of epic and win.