"Happiness"

[Warning: Non-anything/game related post]

Yes that feeling, after all this time i realized it yeah. I was that one, so its a diff form of happiness. I dont give a damn and will take all the time in the world for that one instance of acceptance. Anyway no one will get this post apparently lol, but still this is the best way i put how i feel today.

yeah im just happy in a sense, that simple sense.

Attack of the MOBAs

Last week my pc broke down, it was a sad event. My dad was around during that time he helped me with getting a new one even though i had the money for it he said he'll take care of it. Yeah my dad is awesome :P , anyway recently i havent been able to play GE bec. im playing too much LoL and HoN.

League of Legends:

I've been using sona and shaco recently, they're my 2 most played champs really. I play shaco with a killar sense of ganking. Since shaco dosent really excel late game (during team fights anyway). Its best you gank like a madman and get gold faster than your enemies can farm. Either they concede early or you're up for an awesome late game.

As for sona i use her when im with my friend Pongski. We always get our first blood, even if our enemy has flash! Why? 80dmg at level 1 and 16armor penetration sona. Rapes your starting armor and deals a shitton of dmg. I collect power chord (2 chords only) at the fountain. Sion Stun + Normal attack + HoV + Power Chord + Ignite = GG.

I usually get Sheen + berserker greaves + Black cleaver + malalady for her. Back then i played sona as a support, but i got tired of it cause its hard to support dumb carries/dpsers. So i decided to go with AD sona, to my surprise it was quite awesome.

Heroes of Newerth:

Not much to say, i've been playing PLAYGUUUUUU and Succubs so much recently that Ophelia and Nymphora got removed from my most used champs haha.

I use Tablet (Force staff) alot, its far better than portal key (blink dag). For its an awesome escape mech for Int champs. Normally i just make Tablet+shards for both of em, if ever my allies need it i also make an astrolabe and barrier. Else i just go for staff of the master lawls.

An old succu vid:

Random:

That's my table and new pc and shit, its running on:
Proc: AMD Athlon II x4 640 (3.0ghz)
Mobo: Gigabyte GA-M68MT-S2 GEFORCE 7025 / AM3 / DDR3
Ram: Kingston 2gb DDR3 1333MHZ x2
Case: Thermal Take V3 (4 120m fans, 1 front/top/bottom/back)
HD's: x2 Western Digital 500gb , x1 250 gb seagate
CPU Fan / Proc Fan: Coolermaster hyper 212 Plus
GPU: Inno3d GT 220 (my old vid card lol, will replace with: [EVGA GTX460]
Power Supply: Acbel CE2 500w

Pics of when i just attached the cooler:
[1] | [2] | [3] | [4] | [5]

Out of The Oven

Ah man after yesterday i just realized how much an "oven" my room was. Well i guess that's what you get when you have stone walls + no windows + wood furniture = Heat wave.

Anyway yesterday my friends asked me if i wanted to go watch Thor with em, ofcourse i said yes lmao. I've been wanting to go out since the start of summer anyway, its freaking boring here. Trust me, i dont know how those bums do it but i give them props. Its not easy going like this. I mean the process of; wake up - eat - pc - eat - do something random to kill boredom - still be bored - pc - pc - eat - pc - pc - sleep. I mean WTF SRSLY!

Ah well, thor was "ok". I mean its your average "hero" movie with all those things you'd expect in it. Nothing "woah" to blow you away (sure the effects and scenery of Valhalla was nice but meh. That's common now). It was worth the watch though, wasnt a rip off or anything but i could've/would've watched something better (though there's nothing better).

I like the avengers but im not much a fan of Thor. Im more of a hawkeye/cap. A/Ironman fan (if you catch my drift i dont like god-tier heroes). Oh Hawkeye makes a cameo in the movie (barton that is Lol). I wont spoil ya much, it was nice and i learned that (spoiler) loki is the son of a frost giant lol! (i didnt know that)

At the moment im watching an anime, its:

Its an old detective animu, i like watching these kinds of animu (the genre i mean). Its not bad, worth the watch. Im just at the earlier eps since i tried watching some old jdrama (which aint a drama) called Psychometer Eiji. Its very old and its not that well made. I guess one of those things i pause off from time to time and will re-watch later on.

Im also downloading a jdrama called "Voice" , wiki attack time:

A group of five medical students take on the task of conveying the “voices of the dead.”

Kaji Daiki fails to get into a popular heart surgery seminar but is somehow accepted into a seminar on forensic pathology. When he approaches professor Sagawa and asks him why he ended up in the seminar, Sagawa challenges him by asking why he wants to study heart surgery. Daiki replies that medicine is meaningless after the heart stops, but Sagawa counters that medicine also applies to the dead.

And so, together with fellow students Ryosuke, Kanako, Teppei and Akira, Daiki begins to explore the mysteries of death.

I got into this jdrama bec. of a song i really like. "Setsuna" by GreeeeN, props to Rahim/P3r1le for linking me "Ren's" version of it in nico douga.

Well this ends my post, will update you guys in GE when i do play more! I'll leave you with this song, haf fun~

A Universal truth learned?

So i've been on an animu x raiding (in GE) marathon. Been re-raiding bounty hunter like a boss and getting shit loots like a boss also. Anyway i wanna talk about this anime i watched, its quite interesting really since i kinda learned something from it.

Here's an image that will prolly explain it all:

Yeah this is related to my drama post, i guess for my friend to be happy he had to destroy another person's (mine) happiness. After watching this i really came to a realization some people that are really in despair tends to destroy other's happiness in order for them to feel some sense of accomplishment and experience pleasure from it.

If only i played my cards right that time i think chaos wouldnt have occured. If i wasnt so protective of the girl that i gave away a hint that we were together my friend wouldnt have done anything. I mean he's a fucking shy kid, he cant even tell the girl he likes her.

Past is past i guess, i was so blinded with the happiness bug i wasnt able to think straight.

A Quote to explain moar about the happiness thing:

The happiness theme in episode 2 was quite unique and thought-provoking. The reasoning behind the Happiness Game offered some things to ponder: Can an ambiguous, intangible thing like happiness really be stolen from someone else? This sounds ludicrous to most people, who probably believe that happiness, like many things in life, is randomly and often unfairly distributed, or at least cannot be bought by deeds alone, as people can be unhappy even if they have many fortunes, and vice versa. My favorite author, Mark Twain, believes that happiness is part of a person’s natural temperament, and nothing can make a person who is naturally happy completely unhappy, nor a naturally unhappy person happy. Therefore, Ayase, a person so consumed by unhappiness, could never be truly happy no matter what she did (in her case, tormenting or killing people). But perhaps some desperate, suffering individuals would try anything to be happy. The thing that seemed to push Ayase to this was simply the unfairness of life – why was an innocent person like her doomed to so much tragedy while Shiraishi, the person who had caused the death of her brother, was showered with happiness?

Quote from Anime Yume

The screenshot comes from the anime "Denpa Teki na Kanojo" (electromagnetic girlfriend), it was a good watch. Not your usual anime for sure, but somewhat predictable at some points.

As for GE, meh dun wanna talk about it. Shit loots from shit raids, dont ask dont bother. Waste of rep points, get like 1m vis from shitty drops bah. I wonder why i still play this game.

Yeah, we're all fucking insane deep inside.

A Slow Summer

Man! last year (around december or near jan) i couldnt wait for summer. Now that summer is here im fucking bummed to death. I mean seriously, there's nothing to do! Plus the heat during the afternoon is just unbearable (esp at my place)

I'd go out to my friends place but either they got summer classes or they're on vacation (provinces) else they're just too far to go to :| (im saving moola ~_~). Yeah i had plans for summer ya noes, i wanted to go out with patchy and stuff but meh. Past is past P:

So recently i've been watching animus that are clogging up my hd's. I got a shitton of them saved here (torrented like a boss since last year).

First thing i watched was Aoi Hana:

Yeah its a yuri anime and a good one to boot imo. Although i didnt like the end much since it left me wondering "so what's gonna happen next?". Its about Fumi (the girl with glasses) and her growth with regards to different relationships and life (and all that shit). Animu has 12 eps, it was rather slow at some point but it was worth the watch i guess.

Ah and a-chan says:

Next i watched an old-but awesome "classic" (2004), Samurai Seven:

Well i dont really need to talk much about it since most people already know about this. But for those that dosent know, its about a story of peasant-villagers going to the big city to ask samurais to help defend their village from mechanical bandits that always steals their rice. This show was awesome, it kept me seated right till the last episode. (except the filler episide i FF'd through that thing lol)

Was a good watch really although there were parts they re-used scenes. Like battle scenes that were just re-played or they just added a "rain effect" (lol you'll know if you watched it). Plus i think it kinda lacked a back-story, i mean the backgrounds of the 7 samurais werent much explained in full detail. How did "Nunky" transform from being a farmer to a mech samurai. Also the part where hei said he betrayed his troupe, it would be nice if they showed a clip while he says it. There wasnt much info about gorobe aswell.

Kirara looks like Reimu, RIGHT? RIGHT?

Ah my recent Games in LoL is kinda sad (loosing streak), Sona is sad :'C

Basicly here's a breakdown of my daily things:
-Wake up at around 10-12pm
-Eat dinner
-Raid abit in GE (if people for castilla/crow fest are around)
-Play 3 LoL Games
-Go out (morning walk/jog)
-Buy bread outside
-Make Breakfast for family
-Sweep the floors
-Watch Animu
-Lift some weights
-Watch Animu
-Sleep at around 2pm or 3pm

^Rofl

Granado Espada: Crow Fest

So today we revisited a raid we didnt really want to do. Back then we failed hard on this raid when bleu was still expert.

We had:
Vedengris, Illdamiel, SchwarzeKaiserin, Yanagiba, Bleustein and Me. But we were kinda fucked by the bosses bad. Maybe bec. the lack of human equips at that time and since bleu was still expert then.

Today we went in to test it out, to see if we can challenge it and include it to the daily raids we usually do. The results were awesome, it was far easier now than when we did it back then. (i love you protection field)

My calyce and musk survived the raid with shit armors (haha)

Seriously, what do you expect from GE's roulettes? lol

Im quite happy we were able to finish this one, maybe now we can add it to our daily raids. Although i still have some doubts with regards to this raid, bec. back then the bosses that spawned on us were quite annoying/strong.

This run we were up against:
Hellena - Killed First
Brunie - I ff'd her after hellena died (idk who schwarze and bleu targeted, i think jack)
Jack / Claude - Jack died somewhere while i was trying to hit claude (prolly from Schwarze and Bleu's aoe's)

Yana drawed aggro like a boss , lolol (i was hapilly gunning them bosses down while i drink some tea, no not rly lolol)

I bought a claire set (the new costume) for my lovely loli. Experimented abit and i find the new hairpiece compliments the rosa camille costume so much! Im thinking of getting another hairpiece since claire's default hairstyle dosent fit the new costume. But alas im quite low on vis after checking my inventory, must stuff more :|

I'll End my post here, enjoy!

Back in Action

Im somewhat playing GE again under a new name, i tried to continue with the current account im using but i just missed my old one so much. I left my account in the care of a good female friend of mine, she met alot of people and such so i just let her login from time to time when she misses the game.

Teroh Barracks

I went back to the game a few times with teroh (yeah). But i couldnt see/feel the flare in GE anymore. Something was missing so i tried playing other games like League of legends (i enjoyed this so much) and Heroes of Newerth (i was already an old player of it anyway). Plus with the shitty drama that happened around and school probs going down i somewhat lost the interest in GE.

Why? GE is full of drama, it adds more to my problems lol. But now im back after talking to Yuuka and getting my account back. She didnt mind since she's rather busy with her own thing at the moment. So now im under a new family name, although i'd love to rename it to straightener when i do get GP again (free or whatever, i dont mind spending. I got shitton of moola like a boss atm).

So here it is:

Lunetia Barracks

She based the name off a band i intro'd her to, guess she liked it that much lol.

So yeah im back to semi-playing GE, feel free to msg me under my new alias for anything. Although sometimes its not me online (if you're able to notice it) esp if "its" (the account) just afk in auch WATCHING YOU FAP.

I tried to do some solo raids with this account before they(some raids) got phased-out (by that i mean the requirements were changed):
Vergo - Triple Musk all the way
Raff - Triple Musk all the way
Uraeus - Dual Musk + Emilia
Undertaker - Fighter + Calyce + Scout
Chaos Req BH - Dual Musk + Emilia
Bahama BH - Random + Random + Emilia

and some other raids i cant remember, lol!

oh and i made some vids:


I miss my old CW days, too bad this acc is so outdated in equip. Plus theres nothing to war anyway. From what yuuka told me everyone lunatique wars backs out (the factions on-par ofcourse)



This is me trolling people in gehenna.

To those that always follows my blog, thanks (friend or foe). Im glad i got some random people reading my rants and raves.

I'll try make interesting posts related to sea granado espada. The forum is rather slow (like this summer). Ah well, till next time readers!

Drama, haha i never liked it one bit but it keeps chasing me

First things first, before you even would like to read this post here's some notes:
1. This is just me being melo-dramatic on something
2. you dont have to read this if you're after my gaming posts (which will be posted after this)
3. This is your typical emo-love-shit (yeah)
4. yes im over it but i just want to let it out i guess (since i felt so burned out earlier when i remembered it)
5. Yeah im semi-playing GE again

If you read my last post "fake bravado" i'll put in more detail in this one since that was not everything. It had an "aftermath" lol, yeah i feel rather confused x stupid x retarded x silly whenever i still remember it. But i feel burned out everytime i do too.

Let's start i guess:

That post was made during the 1st of january, it was such a bummer that my year was fucked up right from the start. During the 2nd a good friend of mine celebrated his birthday, our whole group went there to celebrate with him. I met up with Patchy (lets use this nick for the girl) and talked with her. I was quite happy because we were talking like there was nothing that happened. I talked seriously with her on what she wanted to happen, i asked if we could still continue on with it.

That time it was so clear to me and yet i didnt accept it, but i guess its the simple "love blinds you" shit. Yeah it sounds retarded but i guess it is true, i normally do think about things like these and i dont let myself get sucked in too deep.

I could see from her face, her expression. That she was confused and that she didnt want to continue on with it. I guess she was feeling pity for my "friend" (yeah that dude), she did tell me that she prioritizes her friends first rather than having/getting a boyfriend. I respected that and i guess i forgot somewhere that i was clinging on to her too much.

We talked and talked, she promised stuff i dont want to talk about anymore. Because in the end the only thing i got was the "promises were meant to be broken" phrase. I walked her home that night, i held her hand but i couldnt look at her face. I talked about things we normally laugh about. Those things that made us "us" i guess...

When we got to her home, i asked it again one last time and i saw it in her face. It was over even though she said "please give me more time to think about it". Whenever i look back at this i do feel stupid, that i blinded myself with fake belief that something of a "miracle" would occur or something.

Days passed slowly as i waited for her reply, but i saw it coming. A rejection filled with flowery words and indirect hints. If you're quite curious, here's an edited text file: [Mediafire]

After that it was a burst of anger or rather a mix of anger, depression and disappointment. I sent patchy a msg with everything i could say i guess, i was hurt, yeah.

I guess this will be my final long letter for you but i hope you are not offended and dont worry im not the type that looks for revenge or plants hate. Im happy for the both of you, may you guys have a fun 2011 and so on

Hey Patchy,
i saw your reply after i got back from dinner, i didnt really have that much of an appetite after what you said (no offense) not that i was rejected the fact that i was played for a fool yet again. (no offense again). Patchy i wished that you were WAY MORE honest. Till the end i believed in everything you said and i realized its just another cliche from a manga or some drama.

You should've told me Patchy that you never did like me or no chance in hell. You promised and yet.. i dont know Patchy. Im just sad, my heart wasnt broken because of the rejection its broken because the trust i gave so much of was shattered. I wont give up on anything but i've already given up on girls way back. I guess i'll take some time before i can collect myself and show you all (yes all of you) again my normal happy-troll-self. Since yet again i was fooled and played again , i may be the fool arcana and im going through my "fool's journey" but im still human and i can only take so much Patchy.

I dont want to hurt you but do you know how much it hurts when you (me i mean) come to a realization of how dumb you (me) sounded? i said alot of "romantic" and shit to you and yet its like that. I mean if you were more honest as a friend i wouldnt have...

I guess i really am a real fool in all ways. The Arcana, The Attitude, My Decisions in Life.

I faked myself so much last night telling you i feel bad for "Emo-friend" haha, instead i was really feeling grim inside myself. I knew it, your expression when you're with me and with him. That is why i cant bear to look at you when we walked last night, because i can see it. Thanks for the sweet times Patchy, whenever you need help i'll be glad to help you but i guess i cant really be my normal happy self. Not now, not tomorrow. I hope you can understand although this will be really harsh on your part. My final advice for you is just to be Really Honest to your friends, cant really describe how suckish i feel atm nor do i want to tell you how hard this hit me.

i have so much more to say but i want to end it here, thanks Patchy and sorry (for you and myself).

I felt so retarded that time, really. I still feel retarded even now bec. of this, but i guess things just fucks up from time to time. After that msg, it took some time but we did make up and we were back to normal. Ofcourse i kept the bestfriend act since i guess i was still chasing her.

She gave hints and such that she still has those feelings for me (from what i saw and what other saw) but i wasnt sure myself. I just continued on with it and i kept blinding myself more and more.

Maybe it was the fact that my emo-friend cant really reach her core even though she liked him. After the fiasco, she was really honest with me with everything (like some dad/bro she can tell stories at). Bec. for one my emo-friend emo'd at me bec. she somewhat rejected him. She told him "after looking back on events, i cant really see myself having a boyfriend / committing into a relationship".

I rofl'd inside i guess, i felt evil bec. im laughing at his despair but imo he deserves it. I wonder if he realizes the magnitude of what he's done to me, how i will forever remember that he fucked up something important to me.

Patchy was a girl i had something with, not like the other girls. She was somewhat my ideal in terms of having someone as a partner in crime. It was diff with her bec. we had alot of similarities and that i really understood her where everyone else couldnt.

Carrying on, we continued our normal talks and chats. To a point of my realization, one should know when to stop with their stupidity and blind faith. I was hoping if i continued with the retarded best friend thing, she'd somewhat realize something i guess. I was wrong to believe that something like that would ever happen, so i just gave up.

But after i gave up she kept messaging back, asking how i am and if im stil mad at her. Its rather confusing, when i try to forget about her she keeps popping back. I feel like im being toyed, or is she blinded that she cant see how i feel. Knowing her she prolly just thinks "ah i wonder how my friend is doing"

For the past 4 months it was like that, like a tape rewinding and playing back and forth. I was chasing something i couldnt reach already, im glad i stopped now... My "kamina" friend gave me realizations that i already knew. He just punched me in the face with realization, for me to realize it. So that i'd accept it, a confirmation from someone else.

Humans love asking others to re-assure themselves. They already know the answers and yet they want the answers to come from someone else to re-assure themselves that what they are thinking was right.

This post has alot of things i'd love to add but i would rather not, i've already shared too much to people who are gonna read this.

TL;DR - This was like a simple love triangle, with the girl undecided on who she'll pick and in the end we all eneded up hurting. But i guess she's over it , my friend must be confused at her answer and im done with it all.

As for my "best friend" ? i cant accept what he did. I cant even call him bestfriend, really. Me and patchy, we had something and he just had to intervene...

As for me, im back to my normal self. Im happy being like this but i still feel burned out whenever i remember it all. The things that could have been, the events that could have happened, the happiness i could've experienced. Everything went ablaze and turned to ashes right before my eyes. But i guess i deserved it after what i did to that girl way back, i still remember her and i guess i would want to talk to her and as for forgiveness.

I feel karma is rather true, after what i did to her most of my relationships went down. This just hit me the most bec. i really loved patchy alot.

I wish i could talk to Ceres again, say that im sorry for what i did...

guess that's the end to my useless post that didnt make much sense, so anyway why did i call her the locked girl?

Bec. She likes locking herself in her own "tower" (yea sorry its not a library like patchy) I thought i was her "marissa" but in the end i was just a koakuma. A helper , nothing more and nothing less.

From JDA's Feel the wind lyrics

Fake Bravado

I'll update for the sake of memories, even though it hurts i wanna look back at this and laugh at it like it was nothing.

During December me and my old (group of) friends in HS had alot of meet ups. It was enjoyable and fun to the very last bit of it. There was a girl there i really liked, since i didnt want to let it go (or pass) i told her what i felt about her...

At first i just wanted to try help my best friend since he said that he liked her. I felt that the girl liked my best friend also so at first i just started to ask for hints and such to help my best friend. Later on i find out she says that she dosent really like my best friend so i just went on and told her that i liked her myself.

Yeah that kinda sounds like a bad move (and trust me it was), it was funny really. The two of us were like chemistry i guess. We had alot of things in common and we can read each other easy like a book (well i was able to read her anyway). She agreed to me courting her, we went out on our first date on the 27th. It was an awesome experience i wont really forget for she's the kind of girl that's fun to be around with.

The next day (28th) she went to my place just to watch random shit together and talk about stuff. Later on our other friends came for movie night, my bestfriend noticed the signs and such. He noticed and stormed out when he did for he was (i guess) really hurt because of what has happened.

next thing is just a TL;DR of events of me Saying the wrong shit to the girl, my best friend emo-ing and the girl becomes confused.

In the end i lost the game and myself. I made up with my best friend though and confronted him before the new year boomed/started.

As for the girl? i have yet to talk to her. Its funny because im going to ask her something and i already know what she's going to say. I guess i just want to confirm it inside me, that i want to remove the hurt that was left inside.

We acted like a couple (not purely but well..) and yet she really liked my best friend but didnt tell me. I felt i was lead on, like i was someone to fill the holes. What if we went out for long and my best friend decides to say he likes her? then i would've been like a fool (although i am one anyway). So yes i just wanted to see her and talk to her. Because even behind my Smiles and Fake Bravado (of Tengen Toppa Guren Lagann Manlyness spam) i still feel hurt and a little irritated inside.

I just need to clear my head, since everytime i drink alcohol it keeps hitting me back and fourth. (no i dont force drink alcohol bec. of depression, its bec. there's events that im forced to drink alcohol and remember shit s'why i get depressed)

So i looked up to the sky this midnight, It was as empty as i can see. Pure darkness and not one star to brighten it up. But even so it looked beautiful with its darkness and the light white sky that filled the air.

Meltdown

Good day readers!

Before i start i'd just like to ask for forgiveness. I havent been able to update the blog for long, real long. With that i am truly sorry, i got caught up with IRL issues and abit of problems and fun times. But after all of it i'd like to bid farewell to the Granado Espada (the game) i had a realization after enjoying other things in life more. With that i'd like to leave you all, everyone of my readers whatever last "knowledge" i can share with you all regarding the market, the game and everything in Granado Espada.

This will be a random jumble and shit so just bear with it.

#1. "B>HTB xxM pm me now"
-You GP spenders, never sell HTB. Sure it is quick money, but what if that guy you sold your HTB to got aqua? People get rich fast buying HTB's and gambling with their luck. If you ask me i'd rather just open up the HTB for myself and sell growth stones. I have fail luck but, i assure you. You wont see me selling HTB if i got Gpoints.

#2. "B>Angel buffs 1m , pm me now"
-Dont sell angel buffs unless you're in the same leveling spot and at that price. 1m is nothing, +1 ar/dr for 24hours, +50% exp in the same field and other bonuses? I'd ask people to pay me 10m for that. TF's cost 1.5m each , that's +1 ar/dr for 10mins (aint it?) but its used for crafting and shit, then again you cant deny the fact people use it to buff themselves up

#3. Secret Guarding
-Never squad, please dont lol. Exp is better if you both are not in a squad :3

#4. Squading
-Its never good, really. Unless its Sacred chaos requiem card hunting (which is so-so, since vespanola killing is far better)

#5. Haggling
-Never be an asshole, haggle but on a reasonable stand. Dont offer super underprice for people selling items. (i cant fully explain this but i always get "ok" prices for the stuff i buy when i talk with people, thing is be reasonable and nice. If the person you are talking to is the same, then you will be rewarded. With a friend, the item you want and a "market buddy" :3)

#6. Friends and Enemies
-Dont gather too much of both, but there's one thing about these 2. Friends can change and dissapoint you, Enemies will always stay the same. Know who to be friend and who not to cross.

#7. Newbies
-Always direct them to this thread: Full quest and Rnpc guide of 2.4

#8. Factions and Politics
-Join them, be-friend people, dont listen to bullcrap, dont get into "fights" you dont need to get into. A Guild is not a family, hell even families argue within themselves. Be friend people, yes. But dont get to dragged into matters that are petty squabbles against others. What do i mean? what starts wars? sometimes it just requires 1 man's hate to start a war for everyone. If someone is charismatic enough to influence others, they can get dragged into something they dont need to be dragged into aimlessly.

#9. Dont Overprice so much
-You are an asshole, yes you whoever you are who loves overpricing.

#10. Dont Underprice so much
-You too who underprice like a fucker, you are an asshole.

#11. "Sir vis plz, sir"
-Good mood: give them random equips you looted off some places (lvl 80 random crap), Bad mood: lecture them that everyone starts out as a noob, Neutral: ignore them, they'd eventually stop. But the #1 thing to remember is never accept friend invites from people you wont even talk to.

#12. Dont spend in the game
-This is a realization i should've got since i started playing. In the end unless you're filthy rich to spend so much on this game, dont think about it. Dont spend on it period.

#13. Be smart
-This is the last thing i can say, its pretty vauge but seriously. Be smart in dealings, be-friending people, choosing your "side" and fighting people.

>I know this aint much and its not really that helpful but i'd just want you guys to enjoy the game. Its a game, it should be like one. Dont make it give you problems IRL and such. Imagine MMO's as a "Facebook" where you can add friends and chat with them + a RPG. Being competitive aint bad, but dont devote your whole life to the game. I've seen people like these, alot of them. They brag about their accomplishments in-game and irl they're just nothing. Dont be like those, remember: you can have the most fucking godlike character and items in a game but when you log off or when the game dies you look at yourself and what do you have? You're lucky if you're rich, you're good if you got a good job but what about you? you that have nothing. Be smart, dont let the game eat you alive.

WHY get so personal whilst playing a game? If achievements in this game are all that YOU have to show for in life thus far, it's really quite pathetic and you should relook how you lived your life.

-Quoted from a facmate

After this post this will be all about my random musings irl haha! I just had a drinking session last night with my classmates and my head still hurts. Anyway hope you guys enjoyed reading this last granado espada entry.

I leave you with Oey's character memory video, with audio edited by me harr.

The Noob Informs About: Name Change

hey all,
Just so you all know i changed my name to Straightner since "Teroh" aint mine anymore. Just try to catch me on if ever.

That's all :D

Since im into playing touhou recently here's a nice pic :3

The Noob Rants About: War

Before we start, i think most of you (my readers) are wondering why i stopped updating my blog. Well just a few reasons, I thought that not much really pays attention to my blog. That it was "private" in a sense that only my friends read it. But to my surprise after gathering some information, it wasnt as private as i thought. People talk about what i post here and give ill comments about my rantings and such. But this is my blog, people shouldnt give a fuck what i say for this is my space. So anyway i figured i'd post and rant about my private life in live journal than here. Its more private there and people dont really know about it. Yeah, that's the reason why im not updating my blog here. Bec. i've been ranting about life in LJ, although i really dont have that much time to write since i am kinda busy. ah well moving on~

The past week was quite interesting for the server, the big 4 including other factions went on a 24/7 pk war with each other. First was Eminence vs Symbols, later on LC followed and joined Eminence in fighting symbols. Afterwards Allstar also changed to royalists and joined in on the pk spree.While on the other side, millenion was fighting a perma war against Chronoquantum and Roti boyz, Renegade was also at war but with eminence i heard.



Last week crackspada joined in the war like every Sunday. But this time it was different, we declared on Allstar. Sure we fought millenion for the first half but i found it a waste of time already. Back then i enjoyed fighting millenion, but now its just a waste of time after i've come to a realization. Millenion has 2 Colonies and 40+ members during during war. They have about more than 15 people with 32ar weapons that are good enough to kill ESA's and ELB's. Having only 2 colonies means its easy for them to warp back and fourth to different locations. Plus its quite funny how CQ chickened out of the war. Mawi was on his crusade going "Join Alliance Take down millenion" shit.

Last week the only factions present were: Crackspada (3 People), Vanira (1 person), Poring (4 People), Renegade (6 People) and RotiBoyz (dunno how many). Despite the small numbers i find it "interesting" that mille had neutral ressers inside the colony. Yes, CQ was a no show despite their "keyboard warriors" they didnt even show themselves to fight. They also felt high and mighty whooping CQ's ass during the 24/7 pk spree.

After last sunday's war crackspada was on pk mode against AllStar. I found it... well thrilling. The fact that you can encounter someone anywhere you go, like a random battle in an rpg. Yes its fun, but sadly it was short lived. Since AllStar went neutral afterwards. But it was fun really, i mean the war in Queens Gate. Up till some people went on trash talking.

I dont get it really, how can one brag when there are about 5 other families behind him? or rather his faction. Im not saying only AS this applies to every faction and everyone that trashtalks lol. I dont mind trashtalking if lets say you wiped the floor clean with the person 1 v 1. But in mass/group pvp or war, not really.


Image from: Techblog

Lets mention some names here, yes i dont mind if the person would punch me out of rage next event or what. Taking a game to seriously and dragging it off to real life, then you just lost the game called life.

Names:
jharlequin or how you spell that. The person called me "cheap" for i use invis in war. ohoho? Do note the invis i used was from catherine int and not invi pots. First of all, invisible stalker is a skill. Moreover a non-veteran stance skill, does it hurt so much that you've been outwitted bec. your dual flintlock died from an invis+Suprise volition? I think you should blame Flores for teaching me his trick.

McBee, He didnt do anything to me but i got pissed when he spammed "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOPS" at ToMaToMaN every timed he killed a character that was ressed. Seriously , feels good man? maybe if it was 1 v 1 i wont mind it. But when you have like 4+ families behind you and you say that im not impressed. I dont give a fuck if you got 32ars or 20def 3dr ESA. The fact that you had a gang behind you to support you and you trashtalk like that does not impress me.

Santillere, i know pheyn is playing this. I dont have anything against him too, but the trashtalking aint really "cooL". Me and fufu never said anything to AS during the pk spree in Queens and yet he went "oops you died" and "oops you died again" on Fufu. Do note when fufu killed before him he never said a word. Maybe a little more respect, yea?

Likemen, a this guy. This guy was the one behind the resonance neutral resser. He trashtalked and talked like no tomorrow while neutral ressing AS. My comment? none really. Its just funny how he can trashtalk so much by just being a neutral resser.

Basconian, oh well erm nothing he just called us a mule faction. Just so you know man, we're not under symbols. We might help symbols from time to time but we're no way being controlled by them.

Geovani, pao dont go "arf arf" on us bec. we're only fighting AS to have a good time. A change of pace from always fighting millenion.

yeah i bet i'll get alot of "hate mail" again. I really dont give a fuck anymore lol. This is my blog and if you read my posts then respect what i got to say this is my fucking space :]

I'll make another post for my other GE related stuff, just to organize labels since i dont want to mix my rants and ramblings with my In-game stuff and shit.

Lazy~

Ungh im lazy to update, nothing going on much really since pail has been playing recently. Well i mean i occasionally log in to broad and stuff but he's back so i can do my irl shit and i can just CW and Raid if i like.

Anyway random img :>

Random Note: Ah back on the rocks :c lolol. /random
Youtube it, its a eurobeat song P:

Hao lian?

Well i know i havent updated in a while but that's just i got some stuff im doing also so, meh. Anyway about the tittle, idk some people are thinking that my videos are for bragging or showing off. Which is not my purpose, if i wanted to brag i would've went HAHA DIE NOOB or something on them. I thought that in all the vids i've made, I make it that i dont look like im bragging in any form or degrading my enemies. Im just as strong as a normal player that cant spend on the game, nor do i raid like a madman.

Lets see; I dont TA, I dont Raid KoG, i dont raid ST/PY, i dont solo arsene, i dont raid Snake, I dont raid Gates and whatever shit you can think of. How do i get vis? i just collect those chips i get from arsene and those from infiltration [when we do it] with crackspada else i sell some of my stuff that are worth some value. My vault is already down to 300/500 lol, i lost that much shit i guess , im now looking for a nice sword for my new vid.



Colony Wars:
I think i haven't mentioned it in my blog before but im the new Colony War reporter for Rambutt ever since.. erm i forgot.. lol. Lately Rembrandt's colony war has become interesting, Factions are switching sides/affiliation from Neutralists to Royalists/Republicans. This started 2 weeks ago when Symbols and Eminence changed to Repubs, symbols went Repub to fight Millenion. I guess its the "play with the big boys, you get whats coming" thing for them, since Mille does support their alliance when crack dosent attack.

Yes i know they're at war with other factions also but i hardly see people from other factions attack them. Like yesterday i only saw Bala [ShivaG] from CQ to go inside Rio albi to attack. Other factions? erm what other factions? @_@

Anyway All Star has just turned royalists last night [i heard] so i guess this semi opens up an opportunity for me. What i mean is i guess i can scare off those 'heartless' jacks that build on top of me :3

Vid related, No they're not AS


Yesterday i changed Crackspada's 'tactics' [not like we use any] i told Jun and Miko that we'd be guarding symbol colonies against mille breakers and that we'll make them fight us and not us charging in. By that i mean make them come to us and not us going inside the colony war dome and get mobbed by a fully buffed horde. This worked out quite nicely if i do say so myself, although we did go inside their nest a few times [only to get raped ofourse]. Outside the CW dome, they wont even go out to fight us [kinda off seeing as how some guy commented 'lets go outside to kill them']

Thing is he wasnt even one of those who fought us outside the CW dome, i remember only Ein, Couz, Lloyd, Kusha, Fleur and Some other guys that didnt have 'christ' on their name. I guess people talk big when in mobs of allies, but meh forget it~ I dont mind it its just for fun anyway :O

Symbols was able to hold on to 2 colonies this week, hope the vis and FLB helps them in their raids and such. Also cows u sux lololol!


Videos:
So im trying to make a video that's related to Archer of Fate Stay Night and his Unlimited Blade Works. By that i mean, making a pvp/cw vid with the usage of different weapons that are similar to the noble phantasms in FSN. The current arsenal and list available to me is/are:

Black Dagger / Ogre Knife / Ogre Dagger / Sword of Fallen Champion / Nodachi / Queen's Sword / Serpent Javelin / Phantom Guard Shield

So why is there a "black dagger" on the list? Well its bec. black dagger's design kinda looks like one of archer's swords (erm idk if Kansho is the black one).

"What about the serpent Javelin?" Haha well archer has a weapon that is a copy (or issit the original?) of Lancer's Gaebolg / Caladbolg (if i spelled that right). Archer uses it as an arrow though, but i guess a zenith is fine too? P:

"A Phantom guard? thats not even a weapon ._.", well i remember reading that archer had that shield thing rofl xD so yeaaa that workssss!

Anyway this is still under construction buy here's a preview of the UBW im working on:


If you guys noticed i already used the ogre dagger and the nodachi in this vid. So i just have to find a way to show the other weapons and yes i will include "Berserker" killing me in the end of the video lulz.

Ah that's all for now, thanks for reading as always!

For my other Videos, feel free to check out my youtube channel: [Click Me]
Since i dont always blog about the new vids i make, like the Ash like snow CW up to the One Room Disco CW.

Video Explosion

I just posted 3 Vids on my Youtube channel related to GE for epic lulz.

The first vid is about a GE bug i heard from Avensis, he said that when a character has more than 100hp he wont get knock backed. So i asked Jun (Winchesterx) to help me test out this bug, i recorded it and uploaded it to youtube.

The next vid is related to a GE dance video imc released. It was a short 16 second clip with a Femme fighter, Scout and Calyce dancing to come on my boy (iof song i think). Some guy in the comments said "needs a 10min loop" with that i made a loop of my own. But its just 5mins and i had to file a legal dispute to avex just so the track would play lol. [Thank you rocket boom!]




The last vid is a re-make of the old crackspada arsene. But this time all of us are in 1 faction doing a lulz raid and Miko (Fuhrenhart) out dps'd me and oneechan with an expert romina [no shit lol]. I was using my human GS and Llyse was on a human+atk white bishop (i think or it was the bb). Oh and a cameo of red magnet lol, with me and Jun mobbing the whole hallway of the last area.




Enjoy watching and listening to the awesome music hurr!

Project 100!

After realizing that the family had no more feso for combat manuals and no reason to grind for masters. The family has started to start on project 100. So now you can see me in Island of Fire, in the Lvl 100 zone. Trying to farm for invisible potions and scaring the shit out of Royalist jack users :3... Else driving them away with lady brunie on a wildbeast pistol and assasin gloves + corsair rosso armor.




Promotions:
The family has promoted, Montmorency, Gazzete and Kaze to Veteran levels.

For the purposes of:
Emilia(Mont) - Getting ready for her when she becomes a FS-monster this upcomming patch..
Vincent(Gazzete) - Getting ready for his expert stance and prolly another support char for the family.
Ramiro(Kaze) - For fun, heh so i can plvl my Kiddie team x3

Those who reached 100's lately:
Al(Panfilo), Jarrell(Nar), Gazzete(Vincent), Kaze(Ramiro) and Cornholio(Andre)... Yea i know my andre has a retarded name... bite me >:O


New Weaponry:



So the family was tempted with the sight of an imba item being sold for cheaps. By cheap i mean a good price! Almond(yay special mention for joo l-lol) sold me his +6 31atk 7% stun 54human 3slot Ogre dagger for only 195m. Now, lets do some maths. An ogre weapon normally costs around 45m, with that stat i guess you can punch it up a bit to 50-60m (no + that is). A +5 vet imperv cost around 25-35m, lets say he got one for 30m. EB prices lately have just sky rocketed to 3m a piece, with that we can say it cost him around 3m x 24 = 72m. Socketing, i never really was lucky with this god forsaken system but i consulted people and they said an average is around 10tranqs per weapon for 3 slots, so lets say he used 10 socket tranqs thats about 100m already.

Add those up: 60m + 30m + 72m + 100m = 262m


Raiding:



Not much raids lately, bec. Oneechan had to pack up and stuff bec. she went back to her hometown in MY. Since we cant do a 2 man arsene we just let it pass and skip em. But earlier we were able to do our normal run of Scout-Fighter-Elem, it was quite nice. i was able to mob the whole room with 73dr lol.. yea. Nope thats not Jun's armor :> *evil laugh*

The family Gathered: 1 Vet Chip, 1 Level 100 Chip, 2 Arsene Tickets and 4 Blue ores from that run.

Items:
Sold: 63 Lvl 100 chips at 1mil each while vending (Got Around 59m). || 6 Veteran Chips in the market manager (got around 20m)
Bought: 1 Ogre Dagger at 195 D: || 1 Vet Scroll at 18m (i <3 joo harry, lol) || 800k Feso on 2 Vet scrolls

Acquired: 105 Invi potions from IOF, Chips werent recorded...

Youtube/MV's:
Im currently working on an F O E vid, will try my hard to make/finish it. Im also preparing for a new Vid that features a different lineup. Not my own lineup but its quite common and yet unorthodox in Colony war (yes), I'll test it out this next sunday. I hope mille wont go rage on me D: since they will probably hate it.. (ungh yea that's a hint already). But since i normally make a weekly Vid, i'll make a blooper video of Ash like snow Colony war when i get time (or after i 100 Bev [my auch infantry], Jasper [my jack] and Pastilas [diego #1] since im training all 3 of em at the same time)

Oh and a shoutout to Den, i just met him a few days ago when i joined my friends in mille in their lulz squad. He's a cool guy hurr and he ninja reads my blooog. So yea a shoutout for my reader and new friend :3 hur hur!

Hmm i guess that pretty much covers it all, will update you guys again next time!

A Trip of Trolls

Hai Gaiz,
this post will be about me and friends going out on a random troll trip on a retard Mall. Feel free to skip this one and read the blog post above this (bec. i will be making another blog post after this). Its just to separate my posts and shit since i dont want to mix Irl Stuff with my in-game shat xD

Lol me and Kuya Nico haha, motivator
made by JM Rains [a.k.a. Shivers in-game]

so lets start~

First of all me and jasper (Tourbillon in-game) made plans to go for GO KAISHO! event that was scheduled that day. But we learned that it was canceled so we just went to Mall of asia for fun and lulz. There we meet up with Al (Vashal / M*******) and we played arcades and shit while we munched on epic choco he brought. We were playing the arcades liek lulz bec there was promo that day. 200pesos for 300credits is awesome! Jasper let me play for free and shit bec. he knows im like dirt poor at that time/moment (heeey what can i do mom just borrowed like 1.8k pesos from me :c)


We're in your arcades killing your zombies, mudda fakkas

It was really fun bec. i hardly get a chance to go out recently, later on Nico (GM Ed to most lol) came and we had more epic lulz. We playe that weaboo version of guitar hero and RAINBOWS CAME OUT OF OUR EYES. It was really fun playing that thing even though we sucked.. lol well it was our first time playing that thing so cut us some slack xD


Me - Al - Nico


Al playing some random gay weaboo song bec. nico was trolling him
oddly tho he was enjoying himself xD well its a cool game heh


Me and nico failing Starlike Stereo l-lol...

After that we just wondered around, ate random food, lulz'd and shit. It was quite fun, i wish we can go out more like this. Well since jasper has his summer classes, Al is well like me anyway and nico is a salaryman so ya its hard to plan shit like this but im glad we were able to enjoy the day.

Random Stuff: there was like a retard cosplay rally/protest in the mall. I lolled hard when they were crowding the hallway where blue magic was located.. lmao for full info / hate mail / shit check out: Gamer Toroy's Blog post

ah i'll leave this post about my irl stuff with this. Time for my GE post heh!

my happy take-home-meal

Renai Circulation

So like early morning i havent slept yet bec. i normally sleept at around 12pm or something... ANYWAY! i saw this cute! (yes cute *A*) vid of a girl dancing Renai Ciruclation. I told myself "I just have to fucking share this!", lulz enjoy the vid.



a good morning to all btw

Melancholic

A warning, this post has no relevance to GE / Gaming or what-so ever, this is just me ranting about a girl LOL so feel free to skip this post :)



Haha just some random drama for me, i had a girl i really liked well we went out for some time..

Well this is the story (if ever someone's reading), she's someone i met at the uni/school i go to. We hanged out alot and had some good times together. I really liked her (yep alot), although i never told her she noticed it. So anyway.. during the final term of the semester she stopped coming to school. For what reason you might wonder? that i do not know also. Later on i heard from some of her friends she stayed at a relatives place due to some "problems". I tried to talk to her via mails but she just evaded questions. So i was into a blurr and so i just tried to forget her..

A few days ago she randomly sent me an im , ofcourse i was happy that she tried to reconnect with me. She invited me to her birthday, it was her 18th birthday meaning her debut. I was really glad that she invited me to come to her birthday , i tried asking some of my friends that knew her too if they were invited but sadly none of them were. So i was kinda thinking i'd be out of place if i got no one to talk to if ever i'd go there. But i just told myself "ah heck just go for her sake".

After a while i saw a newly uploaded photo album from her. It was a bar trip, she was totally different and she changed back to her old self.. She stopped smoking and yet now she's going at it again. I dont want to say anymore for im in no position to say such things. Anyway i saw her with a dude and all i guess it was over already, i gave up "hope" on her.

So the thing bothering me was "Should i go or not" knowing that i just made up some fucktard-lame excuse. This is one thing i'll pass with alot of regrets i guess. Regret that in the end i couldnt understand her, i couldnt reach her and she couldnt understand what i felt for her i guess (oh fuck yes drama much lmao). To top it off a girl im "evading" in Fb recently added me and went "hi how are you bla bla bla" with a pic of her and her bf lolled.. talk about adding salt to the wound.

Ah well that's life, har har. A song to relate to:
If you're still reading up to this part then let me just tell you, read the english lyrics but change the female parts to a dude (since its a girl song lmao) and yea its pretty much that way for me lol...


English Lyrics:
Melancholic

I cant grasp you at all
That my heart could be taken away
While I didnt notice at all
Theres no way that could happen

There was that unfeeling blank smile
There was that sunset on Sunday
There was that time of year full of tests
There was that melancholist named you

If I plowed forth
With my
Haphazard bluntness
I get the feeling that
There would be nothing
Left in my hand

I thought Id try to
Gain a bit of courage
But I ended up
Shrinking away
And getting stuck

I cant grasp you at all
That my heart could be taken away
While I didnt notice at all
Theres no way that could happen

You dont realize at all
I dont care about you, dont care at all!
Dont give me that hey, hey, my smile
Cant go to sleep again

Tomorrow, will I still
Be the same as always?
Still unfeeling and
Aloof and
Not cute at all?

Ever since you showed up in that dream of mine
I havent been honest at all

After all

I cant grasp you at all
The one who was trying to lose her heart
While she didnt notice at all
Was me after all

Its that sort of time
I want to be drowned in this beloved
Melancholy

Hope you didnt read all through out, i just blogged about it to let go of some of the "emoness" heh..

My messge to millenion

hey guys,
so recently i heard that my vids are generating negative feed back on your side. I can understand what you all mean saying "maki's making millenion look weak" , ungh no. Personally im no Oey, nor some imba guy. Im just the same as you all, heck im even on borrowed weapons/armors sometimes. The thing is i just want to capture the moments where my chars were at its best. I never intended to brag about my video nor say that im imba strong. I die alot and you all know it, hope you guys dont harbor any bad feelings :\

I got alot of friends in mille and i like and respect them (/not_gay). Hope you guys can understand, if you guys have any qualms about this and that feel free to talk to me. Its just a for fun vid of playing with you guys, its a game afterall. Play it, dont let it play you :O so dont be so serious guys :\

i dont mind if you guys make vids of me dying over a hundred times , heck i'd even laugh with you while watching it :3

please look forward to my next vid, its going to be a funny one xD. Yea i think you guys will laugh aswell, no i BET you will! well after next sunday tho i need replays.

btw AVE YOU ARE GAY YOU AND YOUR RAINBOOOOOOWS.

EDIT:
I'll try to re-create this vid during war xD
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM5MMqNgUzM